A year ago I found out I have Autism and severe ADHD.

I’d studied energy science and healing since 1976, was never emotionally well enough to do much with it.

So a year ago I gathered everything I’d learned over my life of studying and embarked on a course of self discovery and action. I gave up on the emotional and social life I had. It was so freeing. Stuck only to my husband and our kiddo. I spent hours daily meditating, reading, writing. I let my business die to a skeleton as I knew if I didn’t do this I’d lose it anyway.

In my mind I knew the skills required, no idea where I would get them. I also know if I found these resources now I wasn’t in a place to benefit. I was so defensive, RSD (rejection sensitive dysphoria) was so severe I could barely function, amongst other things.

Then…

6 months ago I started seeing double numbers everywhere: 11;11, 10;10, 9:09, 7:11, 4:11 etc. I’d never paid attention to this, after all, there’s plenty of opportunities for 404, right? Except it didn’t stop.

And even though I’d read Hannel’s book, been through it with another, it never spoke to me.

5 min before receiving the MKE invite I saw 6:06 3 times. Three different places. Then I checked my email that morning…

What in the world is this?

This is exactly what I prayed for. Actually, it’s what I manifested. I saw this. I saw the cost even. My fears are my subby convinced we’ve been tricked one more time. I even saw Hawaii, even though I’ve never been there and never wanted to go! I saw the help I’d get, materials, even some of the people. I knew it was taught by a master salesperson too (natch—Mark J–fuhgeddabout it!).

The double numbers stopped for several days… and reappeared as I became scared. Scared I’m gonna screw this up and be thrown out. Who will I piss off here?

So far no one. So far, I think? PLUS

I almost immediately started feeling better. The relief of knowing help had finally arrived, but some pride at knowing all the work I’ve done for the last year has paid off.

If you are on the spectrum, and one who is friendless you’ll get this 100%. Everyone else won’t. Some will be cruel. Some will roll their eyes. Some will laugh. Some will cluck with their tongue and say, why???

Someone will get this.  I wrote this for you. This is it! This is what you are looking for. Stay calm. They want you to succeed. No one will hurt you.