I’ve been doing a lot of reading and re-reading this week. The message is clear that I’m responsible for the shape my life is in today. Fortunately, the message is also clear that I can shape (actually customize) a better life for tomorrow. Since “tomorrow” always turns into “today” I can have a better life starting right now! That’s encouraging because I really need some good news.

My subconscious must be pretty strong because there are times when I feel like I’m in rebellion against myself! We’re taught that as soon as the subconscious accepts an idea it immediately goes to find the resources to fulfill the demand. I’m still waiting on my Subby to stop fighting me. Some days I’m not sure if it’s trying to protect me or subdue me.

I know changing my life isn’t a magic trick, but still, this is ridiculous. If it’s something I want to do and it’s not hurting anyone, why oh why, is Subby resisting it? I read the materials with earnest interest, read my DMP and Blueprint Builder with gusto, and sit imagining how great it would feel to be a new and improved Me! Yet, there’s a little voice still whispering, “Yes, it may work for others, but not for you.” I never did like that little voice.

I definitely need harmony in my life. It’s a sad day when you cannot cooperate with yourself. It’s time to stand up to myself.

I’m going to treat my Subby like a stubborn child that doesn’t know who is in charge. But wait, Subby is in charge and is calling the shots. So, I’ll have to change my attitude about Subby and tell it, “This is what you will tell me to think, believe, and do.”

Case Closed.