I am a highly educated woman who has attended church, seminars, college, have read hundreds of books and articles, and yet I do no know a damn thing.

Whatever destination all this education was leading me to, I have come to the place where I am humbled as I do not know a damn thing! There is so much knowledge in this world, so many things to learn, and topics to study. It can be quite distracting.

This week we learned in our readings that the subconscious mind follows direction from the active mind, and the solar plexus is like our sun. In a very simplistic terms, what I get out of this reading is that our mind, body, spirit connection with God is simple yet complex.

Yet, our only obligation is to focus on our desire, and let the complexity of how it is to be manifested up to God.

This transformation is a beautiful process, and yet change can feel scary. We are more powerful than we know ourselves to be, and that can separate us from the person we have been.

That person with an identity, friendships, and way of being which quite honestly is all an illusion and not “real”. Yet, we must be willing to give up that person we were to become the person we are created to become. The caterpillar must give up crawling in order to fly.

As I go through this transformational period, I feel the shedding of old ways with each meditation of the vision I hold for a new life. I am a new person, I am a slave to good habits, and I always keep my promises.