I am being a compassionate observer of my journey. This has been an interesting week. I’m struggling to keep up with rituals that can only help me become a better person. I’m noticing a lot of resistance on my part. Is it a peptide addiction to mediocrity?
It’s as if my subconscious has a problem with my DMP. Of course, it does! My DMP has me taking action and living the life I want. My Subby has accepted the challenge to not let it happen. Some days I experience feelings of overwhelm and personal disappointment in myself. Other days I’m ready for the fight.
Someone said we have to do the work. Well, this definitely is work. I don’t think it’s the reading and then more reading that’s the challenge. I think it’s the believability of what I’m reading. The reading is providing me with knowledge.
“Believing” is what creates the actions. Right now, my actions are like a person that has one foot on the gas and the other foot on the brake. My Press Release helped me to see this truth.
Re-wiring my brain for true success is a roller coaster ride. I can’t wait until Subby accepts the ideas (seeds) I’m planting so we can grow and go to the next level of life.
Week Six is “color-coding and shape-linking your goals” week. Since the beginning, I’ve yet to see any yellow squares. I just might take some colored paper and cut out yellow squares and put them in strategic places so I can link the color to my goals.
One character-building scroll at a time.
One week at a time.
One day at a time.
In the end I will win because “I can be what I will to be.”
Wow, Deanna. I will be on the lookout for them. Thank you!
I’m right there with you – this is exactly what I was about to say. Great post!
Hi Ava, Great idea to create the yellow squares and put them around. Soon you will see the yellow squares everywhere as you go about your day. You have this, keep growing
Thanks so much for your honesty and vulnerability Ava. I can relate to many of your struggles.
If you’re looking for yellow squares, if you look for yellow traffic signs like caution signs, many of them are yellow squares. Even a diamond shape is a square. Many yellow post-it notes are also yellow squares. Many yellow tea boxes, like Twinings tea, will have two yellow square ends. Peaches in fruit cups are often cubed shaped, too. I also struggled finding yellow squares but once I saw some, more became visible.
I know you’ll be successful with this course.
Hi Ava, I am totally in the same boat with you. 🙂 Thanks for sharing that!