First I am a Yellow & my PPNs are Liberty and Legacy.

I think the reason why, thinking about what I want most is so challenging, is because I’ve lived most of my life thinking about how to avoid what I don’t want. Which I now realize is a backwards way to thinking.

A-ha moment!

From a young age I’ve had my focus on my pivotal need of true health. Growing up in an environment of poverty, abuse and neglect, I felt very strongly of the things I did not want. Now, I am open to a world of endless opportunity and possibility. It is a bit overwhelming, where does one begin to imagine?

Well, I begin by asking myself important questions. Like, what activities can I get lost in and forget the world? What brings me the greatest joy? Or, what fills me with a sense of purpose?
Connecting, whether it be to nature, people, animals, God or myself; connecting really can be my one-word answer.

This year has been especially confusing for me. It has also been especially wonderful. That is because this year, I became a Mom! I transformed into a new person with new priorities and new desires and a new sense of urgency to better my life.

What ever I do decide to go for, I am now the person who goes all in, 110%. No more do I hang my head in the shadows of mediocrity!

So how do I want to spend my life? Raising my son to be a good, God-loving man. Exploring the world with my family to hike in the mountains and scuba dive in the seas. I want to dance freely and give love to all I meet. To be an excellent listener and have a wonderful way with words. I want to teach my son how to live off the land and not be of the world but present in it. I want to live beyond the boundaries of fear, in a flow state of creation.