I have had an interesting week. Wonderfully, I have observed in myself less melancholy and festering. I am quicker to and succeeding more often with the switching of thoughts. I am changing. (super-smile!)

Something else I have noticed in recent weeks; I am wrestling with writing the blog. And it occurred to me during a sit that one reason is…I am forgetting things. Drawing complete blanks.

I will have mini “a-ha’s” or connecting things etc. After my sit, poof! It’s gone. Have I begun entering a different brain-wave state? I wonder this because it is exactly like dreaming and having memory of a single scene but recall absolutely no other information about it, or remembering a dream’s feeling and zero recollection.

So when I attempt to write a blog about my week or a moment, my brain is ???

I’ve also observed that other things are getting mumbled-jumbled. I will look at or touch a colored shape and a different colored shape service or POA comes out. Whoa!

The good news…I am calm about it. I figure my brain is working on truly sorting some stuff. I compare it to a child who grows up multi-lingual; they often take longer to begin speaking because their brain will sort the languages first. Mayhaps I am in a stage of sorting between old and new subby language.

Mayhaps my brain is, as Haanel writes

idestroy[ing] the negatives and create[ing] new pictures

The Master Key, Charles Haanel, 21:14

I know I am creating. Is the destroying causing demolition dust that is making things fuzzy?

I have yet to know but I persist.