Worked on being positive all week. Found myself talking to myself saying “no no no that’s not positive”. It was a week that was harder than the others as I found myself in a cycle of thinking about my difficulties and obstacles.
Then I became the observer. What am I willing to sacrifice to get to my result. Then it hit me. What do I really want? What is my purpose? How can I improve my DMP if I don’t know truly what I want.
Or is what I want something I don’t want to do the work for? That can’t be it because if I want it, I’d do the work, I’d make the sacrifice. I’m navigating this existential crisis. I’m watching my tribe find it’s way and I’m proud of them. I’m a part of them. They are doing the work. I’m doing the work.
Come on subby! We got this!
#stickingwithit
Laura Kennedy
I can relate to your struggle. You’ve got this and your future is in your capable hands.
Laura,
Your blog post beautifully captures the struggle and triumph of self-reflection and personal growth. It’s so relatable how you describe the internal dialogue of striving for positivity while facing the challenges and hurdles that come your way. The shift from being immersed in difficulties to becoming the observer is powerful—it opens the door to understanding your true desires and purpose.
The questions you pose about sacrifice, purpose, and the willingness to put in the work resonate deeply. Recognizing that true desires demand effort and commitment is a crucial realization on this journey of self-discovery. Your contemplation of whether what you want aligns with the work you’re willing to put in reflects a profound understanding of personal responsibility and dedication.
Your transparency and commitment to growth are commendable. Keep embracing this journey of self-exploration and dedication to doing the work—it’s evident you’re on the path to profound personal transformation.
Laura,
Your commitment to doing the work is truly commendable. Your thoughtful and caring approach shines through as you navigate through the challenges of the week. The phrase “What do I really want? What is my purpose?” reflects your analytical and deliberate mindset. It’s heartening to see you as the observer, willing to make sacrifices for your desired results. Your loyalty to your journey and your tribe is evident, and your sincere #stickingwithit spirit is inspiring. Keep nurturing your goals, and remember, you’ve got this, Laura!
Thank you, Carmen. It’s so etched into the old blueprint. Right? Keeping going!
🙂 Thank you!
#stickwithit
Yes, you got this! Keep it up, I have faith and belief you can do this too!!!!
The only way we fail is if we stop. Seeing the “negative” is an opportunity to change and so undo the old programming. Keep going!