Nothing extraordinary happened this week.
I didn’t have any breakthroughs. Nor did I give up and quit. I’m treading water. Using the Law of Dual Thought, I’ve decided it means I’m still in the game. I haven’t made it to the shore BUT I haven’t drowned either.
I spent the week going through my days aware of where I am in life. The temptation to scream came a couple of times but I controlled this emotion and shook my head instead.
I must say my “readings” and “sits” make a difference. At first, I thought they didn’t. Then I slacked off a little and noticed I was losing interest in having a better life. A better life started sounding like a place in the Land of Oz. Try all you want Lady, but we all know that place doesn’t exist for you.
I realized I was no longer fighting Subby. I was tired. I was exhausted. I was slowly giving in to staying in my comfort zone.
Fortunately, my comfort zone is beginning to irritate me.
Dissatisfaction is what I’m most aware of.
Therefore, the fight is back on. Until next week…
Oh My Gosh sounds like to me too!
The freekin Honesty! Mahalo for this amazing read! I screamed into a pillow just yesterday lol. And I know for a 1000% fact that ‘this too shall pass’ cause I don’t even remember what I was so upset about yesterday and I’m not going to try and remember. Mahalo again for this great reminder sometimes we just have to hang on and tread water until we make the next push towards the life we want and we deserve!
Treading water has value. But to me, it sounds like you are still making progress while doing it.