I hear a lot about getting the aha moment, and I have felt happiness for those who have experienced theirs. I guess this was my week; as I experienced it on three distinct levels.

The PPN’s I chose some weeks ago were Autonomy and True Health. I feel emotional progress toward the autonomy I seek lately, having set a definite date for this coming February. But I feel I have a handle on the Health portion, with only one small aspect in the works.

So it has come to light that the next major desire for my life is to again be in a devoted, giving, and sharing partner relationship. I do pretty well with developing friendships, but this week it became clear that my heart yearns to be deeply connected with another.

It has also struck me that I am truly worthy, likable, and deeply attractive to the kind of person I want to partner with. I’ve had a subtle notion of this dynamic, but it slapped me in the face this last week, and become quite a source and joy and amazement to fully realize this.

The third thing was to have my dharma finally crystallize in my mind and heart. I have always liked sharing interesting knowledge I’ve gained and enjoyed being able to render help when needed by others.

So it really came as no great surprise but rather as a melting into a soothing realization that I desire to be a guiding light, a good influence, and an example to my fellows on this earthly journey.

This does not mean to imply I think I have all the answers, or that I think my way of doing anything is somehow the best. But rather, that I simply want to be of service to others in the best way for all involved.

It is very calming to know the great question of my dharma has finally been settled, and I can simply relax into doing it now with clarity.