You read the title correctly. I just completed my third trimester at age 60.
Yes, I am on my way to giving birth yet I am not pregnant. I am in the Master Key Experience class giving birth to a new future self.
With no religious connotation I am being born again. Learning simple little things that register positive thoughts and actions in my subconscious mind.
Being a slave to the action of the subconscious is no longer who I am. Red, blue, green and yellow trigger positive emotion and action that is registering in my subconscious. Feeling the shifts in my daily silent sits. Noticing what I have done well instead of what I didn’t do.
A chain breaking shift. It’s all coming together. The old me began looking around to beat myself up for a few tasks I didn’t do. It made me feel bad.
Then the MKE kicked in. My eyes wandered to the the things I did do. I began celebrating my accomplishments. My mood changed to happy and confident. My Aha moment.
Yes I can change. Yes I am worth it. I get it.
I was trapped for years as an adult child of an alcoholic molded brain. That kid in side was screaming to be let out. To be loved. To be celebrated.
No more being a slave to bad habits and stinking thinking. Now I greet this day with love in my heart.
In true Red fashion I take control. Subby is powerless against my own voice and therefore I practice healthy self talk and I become a slave to good habits.
I look at the “Gal in the Glass” and I say I love you. True love is what has been missing or should I say true self love?
I am on my way to giving birth to a happy, healthy and joyful me. May sound silly but I will send myself an “It’s a Girl” balloon in nine months. I always keep my promises.
Darlene Quinn
Hi Darlene, thanks for sharing you beautiful celebration of new life. Can’t wait to meet your new self. Love, Light, Joy and Peace!
What a fun way to look at this experience! Thanks for sharing your perspectives and cheerfulness.
Hi Darlene, Exciting to hear you are celebrating the things that you do to create a new beginning. I enjoyed your post. Thank you for sharing.
Darlene – I can relate to your equating the MKE with giving birth. It is a whole new way experience. Happy days ahead, my friend!
Darlene, what a great way to see your “rebirth” and to claim it as you grow! So happy for you a you create your new future self, with a celebration plan on top, just for icing!!