I have been on a quest of sorts for some time now. I have tried numerous programs but never seem to be able to follow through. I am hoping that this time what I learn and do will stick and I will have true change inside.

I have always been a self-help junkie. I feel that there is this potential inside of me that needs to be set free but for some reason I am always afraid to do that. I can relate to the stone buddha. I am on a quest to discover the golden one that is inside of me.

In the beginning of any program, course, or book that I have started I am all gun ho to change the world, but after a few weeks or should I say days I just kind of fizzle out. I feel that this time will be different because instead of just passively learning I will be actively learning.

I know that I am going to have to think in a completely different way. A way that is so far out of my comfort zone that it is really going to stretch me. I will also have to prioritize my time so that I use it wisely.

I have started the reading of the scrolls from the Greatest Salesman a couple of times, but I have never gotten past the first 2 weeks let alone a month to move to the next one. I think that the reading of these and my DMP and blueprint every day, 3 times a day will be a big challenge for me.

I am grateful for this opportunity to really push and stretch myself so that I can live my life by design instead of by what other people think I should do. That one is a hard one for me because I am such a people pleaser.

It will be interesting to see as time goes on if I can figure out what it is that my authentic
self really wants and so the journey begins.