As I begin this process for a second year, I am already having a lot of awareness and discoveries about what has held me back.
I would have told you that I was mostly a positive and optimistic person and yet, the amount of confusion, resistance, conflict, frustration, etc that is coming up at me from my unconscious mind is tremendous.
I am finding that this most simple of things seem insurmountable, spelling, and basic computer anything I feel like I am either in a mental fog or blacking out? I have been having health issues, which I normally never have and I dropped my ipad & broke the screen and need to get it replaced.
Despite all of whatever obstacles I have encountered, I continue to push forward as I feel that I really have no other option.
Succeed or die in my pursuit. My needs are simple, I am a simple guy, and I am really tired of the constant struggle and sabotage and not having the cooperation I need within myself.
You’re here for a reason. I like the picture you used for your blog!
Sounds like you have already overcome a lot to get to this point, Mark – good for you! Keep moving forward:)
Subby wants to know how much you want it. For every negative thing just say thank you and begin again.. Go for your dreams!!
Mark, thank you for sharing. I believe we all have experienced some rough spots but in this MKE, we’ll have so much support and guidance.
Mark, maybe some of that “shattering” is cement falling off? Keep pushing forward. You’re in the community that wants you to WIN!