I began this experience knowing without a doubt that it will change my life. This time will be different. This time I will prioritize ME. This time I will honor myself and keep my promises to myself. This experience is literally the LIFELINE to conquering the habits that will bring me the pride and self love that I so desperately seek.
Yet……. I look in the mirror and what I see is not who I want to be. A woman that is committed, organized, productive and focused on prioritizing herself and well-being. A woman who schedules her time and sticks to the schedule. A woman who loves herself and knows that she can do anything that she puts her mind to. A woman that has the fortitude to tame her monkey mind and focus on priorities and self-love.
A woman that believes, without a doubt, that the MasterKey Experience IS the key to unlock all that I desire. Starting with self love and COMMITMENT to myself.
That this program takes precedence in my life and that I AM WORTHY OF THAT
Putting this out to the universe, to all of you, is a HUGE first step. So difficult to admit publicly. I’m shaking inside but know that I need to do this in order to move ahead. I must face and honor these feelings instead of pushing them aside in order to keep the “machine” that is me running, running, running but getting nowhere…..
Whew …… Breathe……
To give myself credit, I have been listening to chapter 8 (Scroll 1) over and over in my car which is where I currently spend a majority of my life.
I did complete my DMP, albeit at the final hour. My blog is a day late but I DID IT and allowed myself to be extremely vulnerable and honest.
Very tough for me as a person that presents as someone that has it all together.
This is my current reality and in order to move towards my new reality, I must allow myself to experience feelings instead of bury them under “things to do”. In order to change, I must dredge them out of the dark and into the light where I can dissect them and create my new, THIS IS THE TRUE ME reality. The reality that I am driven to tears of joy FEELING the emotion of what I have pushed through and where I am now!
First step taken. Feeling and expressing my emotions.
NOW it is Time to Grow.
~ Make a plan and schedule myself and the rest of my life FIRST.
~ Wake up an hour earlier and begin my days with Gratitude, Self Respect and Pride.
~ Prioritize Self Love and the process of taking the steps to achieve the transformation that IS taking place with the Masterkey Experience.
~ Honor and visualize my DMP and speak it with excitement and ENTHUSIASM!!!!
I must admit, when I was writing it out, I was experiencing feelings of joy and was able to visualize what that would look like and more importantly feel like. I will tell you, from someone that does not take time for feelings, it was absolutely amazing and eye-opening!!!
I am so ready for this process. I am so grateful to Mark, The Fab Davene and all of the MasterKey Experience guides. I am eternally grateful to my sponsor, Lynn Laporte, for her support and belief in me. And I am grateful to all of you for being there for me to poor my heart and feelings out to. Much needed.
I feel so much stronger and capable. I am learning to love and respect that person in the mirror more and more each day……..
I GOT THIS !!!
Jennifer, you have the courage of a lion. I remember reading that, “we must “be” before we can “do,” and we can “do” only to the
extent which we “are,” and what we “are” depends upon what we “think.” You are thinking along the correct path. Keep going!
Love this! Thank you for your willingness to put this out there!
Hi Janet, Thank you for your belief in and encouragement. Feeling much more confident and engaged this week!! Getting all of my readings done!!
Jennifer, breathe and follow the steps. You GOT this!