So far week 1 has proven to be more stressful than I expected. Not gonna lie, I’m a bit overwhelmed.

There’s a lot to keep track of, and a fair amount of work to do. Even just this blog post I was two days late on. I know based on the time audit we did, I do have time, however I just recently started talking to a girl that I really wanna make time for; even though before this class i already thought i was at my max capacity of stuff to do.

This girl lives in North Carolina and I live in connecticut. Our work schedules are opposites so the time we do get to spend on the phone at the end of the day is very important for maintaining communication. But now with this class I somehow have to find a way to cut that short.

Ive noticed a steady rise in anxiety over the past week as well. I feel as if I’m trying to float in water but my arms are starting to give out and as I sink my dreams sink with me. I have no doubt I’ll achieve the success I’m looking for but I need to figure out how to better balance everything.

All this is not meant to sound negative and in reality it’s not inherently negative. I’m talking to the girl of my dreams, I’m healthy, and I’m on track to succeeed. I just need to push a little harder.