It’s autumn and the changing colors on the trees signify the end of another year. The temperatures drop and life radically shifts from flourishment to slowing down to restore. So too with the human element but without the benefit of nature dictating, no mandating, this process.
As the process of the MKE continues to have a deep impact on my subconscious, there is a point where I realized that perhaps I needed to evaluate the process to determine how to maintain the focus and not burnout.
Falling behind is no fun but given the circumstances it has taking place. Maintaining all the requirements and supplemental readings, videos and projects is sometimes daunting because I have other life requirements that require attention without fail.
In my life’s journey I have identified 2 “me”s. The SELF and the self. When looking at the last two months the self has been struggling, judging and being quite critical of a lot of my choices.
Whether justified or not it has villainized the entire life process. It has challenged me to question my commitment and resolve to keep moving forward. It can see the desired goals and can imagine the feelings of achieving the DMP but is living in the present so deeply that a thick fog has blurred the vision…
Then there’s the SELF. The ME that is at the finish line cheering me on, giving moral support, inspiration and giving insight to counter all the self-talk taking place. The TRUTH is alive inside.
The SELF is the connection that keeps the fire burning and the gas in the tank so I can arrive at the destination complete. It’s the innate force that keeps the heart pumping, the blood flowing so we can live our best life.
This 7th week had a big influence on my demeanor from OG and the discussion of Love, to Emmit Fox’s Mental Diet it was a catalyst to shift my mindset and get over the slump I had been experiencing.
Moving forward with a different mindset will certainly be beneficial to at very least move forward with a heart-felt sincerity rather than being reactionary from frustration.
I commit myself to be the best version of myself at any given moment. I will always give it my most concentrated effort and restrain from self-defeating talk or thought that serves no purpose other than venting.
If I want to see radical changes in my life I must make radical changes to elevate from the norm to become Exceptional, a leader, and a manifestation of the SELF that lives within. The ME that has been waiting for the opportunity to come ALIVE. A Resurrection of sorts.
The time is now. Be the Best Version of Myself is not so hard if I just get out of my own way. Now’s the time.
Powerful, Will!
Will,
Your introspective journey through the changing seasons, both external and internal, is profoundly insightful. Your acknowledgment of the two “me”s, the SELF and the self, resonates deeply, reflecting a nuanced understanding of your own complexities. The distinction between the self-critical voice and the supportive cheering of the SELF is beautifully articulated. The commitment to be the best version of yourself and the resolve to overcome challenges with a heart-felt sincerity showcase your determination. Embracing a different mindset after the impactful 7th week is a powerful decision. Here’s to your radical transformation and the resurrection of the ME waiting to come alive! The time is indeed now.
Wow, your post really resonated with me! I love how you’re embracing both your self and SELF. Keep being the best version of yourself and let that fire inside lead the way. The time is now!
Will so happy to hear your willingness to keep on going inspire of challenges and delays. I have to catch up on a few of the “assignments” myself and feel overwhelmed at times. And I start over again each and every day.
William — Thank you for the reminder to look up from the race to the finish line. You’ve got this!