Well, this has been an interesting week. Or I suppose an interesting three weeks since I’ve posted a blog post. Two large extent I feel like so much about me is changed. I know that sounds screwy and not true. But it is.
I’ve never particularly walked easily amongst people. Meaning, I’ve never been particularly comfortable. Interestingly enough, I’ve spent my entire life in customer service, being a special education, teacher, and now a coach.
The difference, though is I could control those situations. I was in charge, and I knew my role in my place. That’s not true anywhere else except, my own home With my husband and our family.
For the first time this week I’ve felt like language flowed more easily from me, and situations that normally would be uncomfortable. More importantly, though, when I didn’t feel comfortable, I was OK saying so. And I was amazed at how supportive everyone was.
I don’t know if other people have had the same experience. I do think that how hard I have tried to work within the confines given to me and NKE has made a world of difference from the beginning. I’ve had full confidence and trust in almost everyone.
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Stephanie, it sounds as if you’re becoming self-directed! 🙂
Stephanie, This has been fun witnessing your easy walk amongst friends. Doesn’t sound screwy at all…you are amazing.