I started this course locked in despair and procrastination. It took a few weeks to climb out of it and work at bringing my Peace back. I must earn that; it cannot be given, was my thought.

The simple chores and cards we deal with are not what’s causing this to happen in my spirit. I must receive that which is mine. Peace was and is always within me. I at some point looked away and forgot what I had.

I thought I had to look for and receive this Peace again. I found it difficult to receive what was already mine and in my possession. So, renewing my heart and using the most wonderful mind God gave me, I found what I thought was lost.

The words are difficult to place in the right order for me to understand it. I do understand it and am Grateful to make it to this point.

My mastermind helped me with this by laughing at me for something silly I did. I then caught a glimpse of who I used to be and instantly returned to my being. So, I wish words could describe this, but I have no desire to confuse you or me anymore.

I always keep my promises.
Robert G Rea