The voice in my head…

Is a real crappy voice!

Sometimes it is my own voice and other times someone else, different people…
The real crappy part is that it is almost always negative.

Either negative about the here and now or it will remind me of something negative from the past or it will warn me about something negative to come…

It’s like I remember criticism better than I remember compliments. I remember the bad things that happened better than I remember the good things! I remember the pain more than I remember the pleasure!

Enough already!

It’s time for that voice to leave!

It’s time for a better narrative! A positive narrative!

I accept that life is not always perfect and that bumps in the road are normal, but there is beauty in life too. We all know that! I would just like to focus more on the beauty of life than the negative side of things. I want to focus more on the silver lining than the dark cloud.

If my conscious mind is the watchman at the gate to my subconscious mind, then that watchman needs to step up and do a better job!

I used to believe that some dark clouds did not have a silver lining at all. I have learnt with time that there is always a silver lining. It just takes time to be revealed sometimes.

They say a problem is halfway solved once you can identify, acknowledge and admit the problem.

Now I would like to solve the other half of the problem.

I want to rewrite my program, aka blueprint, or subconscious mind. Change my automatic thoughts. I want to live on the positive side of things! I want to play on the silver edge of the dark cloud!

Failure will never overtake me if my determination to succeed is strong enough!