This week I am finally getting back into the swing of things and was happy to gain some insight from my sit a few days ago.

I have been asking “What is my Major Definite Purpose” and really trying to come from a place of abundance and not think about the money or what I don’t have.

I’ve been imagining what my life would be like if I had all the money in the world if I traveled everywhere I wanted to go, and if I had everything I could buy… then what?

What would I be doing with my time to give back to society as God had intended me to do.. and it all came down to the one sentence I still remember from last year… “I am a powerful educator passionately teaching the wealth of knowledge.”

I can teach people in a business presentation meeting all day. I genuinely enjoy public speaking and training. I love it. It’s my thing. I could provide free financial education to people about their options for the future, which they would never learn in the school system.

My issue is- I’m afraid. I’m afraid of rejection. I’m afraid of failing. I’m afraid of building a team because of the expectation to build and not succeed.

I know that fear is False Evidence Appearing real but I hate trying at something and not getting the results I want because if I don’t get the results I want or expect then I’m a sore loser. I hate losing so I don’t try to win. That’s the truth.

I don’t know how to be committed to the action rather than the results. I guess that’s the first part of the battle right?! Acknowledging the FEAR to be able to face it. Day by day I suppose.