I have come to the realization that I was not reading much. Now I feel like all I am doing is reading. Haha…and reading the same thing over and over again.

What I am reading, subject matter, is not something I read or think about very much so I am having a bit of a hard time absorbing what I am reading. I certainly believe in what I am reading about. But this is going more into depth about the subconscious mind than I have ever thought or read about before.

As the scrolls read if something is done enough than it becomes habit. Is it a habit yet for me? No. Will it become a habit? Yes. Do I want it to become a habit? Yes, I do.

I need to have faith that reading and practicing every day will turn into something without me even realizing it. I will look back and say to myself. When did all of this happen? How is all of this happening? I can look in the mirror and say quietly to myself “I know how I did it!”

It is the same for the person who wants to get into shape. I like to hike. I like to hike mountains with good elevations with great views. You need to start out on the small mountains to work up to the bigger elevations.

You need to gradually sculpt your body to how you want it to be to make it up those mountains. If you do it nice and slow, it will happen. You may need to push yourself up the last 50 metres of that mountain but when you get to the top you are so glad you did it.

The views are remarkable. Just like the reading, reading and more reading of the same passage and scrolls will take me to the top. I am looking forward to seeing the view.