It is the end of week 2 and I’m really just so excited and appreciative of all the new concepts I’m learning with MKE.

I’ve done other programs before, but they didn’t do a deep dive into the subconscious mind like this one. And I’m starting to realize that If you want change then you must start here.

So far I’m actually loving the repetition of speaking Scroll 1 out loud as well as the blueprint builder. Even though Scroll 1 is lengthy, I feel like it speaks to me in a way that no affirmation ever has. I love that it gives us some visual pieces to image while reading.

The parts about eating the grapes of wisdom from the vines, and standing in the sunlight of wealth and position and shedding dead skin and becoming anew, every time I read those words I’m actively imagining the scene in my mind and I know that it’s helping to further cement that reality into my brain. I actually feel it working.

This morning I woke up reciting part of the scroll passage from memory which was really cool!

The Blueprint Builder has allowed me to understand how much confidence plays a role in the creation of your new self. There can be no physical manifestation unless you actually believe you can become that person, and you can’t have that belief without confidence.

I appreciate the Blueprint Builder for encouraging us to spend 30 minutes a day concentrating on who we intend to become and another 10 minutes on the development of self confidence.

Because visualization is one one of my strong suites I really enjoy this process. I have written up a list of qualities that my future self will embody and I meditate on that list once a day and add to it often. For the rest of the day I really try to walk and talk like that of my future self. It actually gives me confidence to pretend to be her. I am HER!

What I’m trying to push my subconscious to believe is that I deserve to be confident because I am enough, right now, just as I am, I am worthy.

If I never write that best seller I’m still worthy, If I never receive the accolades I’m still enough. I get to be confident simply because I am me. Reprogramming my subconscious mind won’t happen overnight but I’m excited to stay the course because when it does happen… I will be a new woman with a new life!