Stay in the game. I’ve been reading the scroll every morning. Meditating for my 15min plus. Every morning.

When I read the scroll my critic voice says “How can this old scroll make a difference today?” But as days go by it make more sense as to how it works. It’s like anything. You don’t get it until you do the work to get the results. Cuz it’s different for everyone.

I’m glad I’m in the class even though I’m not doing everything. I’m more willing to complete things then I was in the beginning. I still need to break some more old habits.

I’ve gone through major changes in the last few months. Moved from one county back to my original home county. It was not my choice but God has other plans for me. Once I stopped fighting, the anxiety just left. I surrendered to what the bigger consciousness to take over.

I am open to stay in the game as long as it takes to shift the habits to winning habits.

I’m in a new career path. Lots of studying and exams. That part is behind me. Still have training school starting next week. Then I go in the field and start making money that can bring me more fun.

I don’t feel like I’m being dragged to kindergarten anymore. I’m more excited to do what is told to do. Like read the scroll 3x a day. I need to up that amount. Make my list of 50 to 100 names for my new career. I’ve done 30 people so far. Things are getting done. In spite of my self. Lol