There is an old saying that when something like a building is left unattended that the surrounding vegetation will claim it for itself and over time it could remain lost even forever.

I believe this vegetation is the thinking and habits that threaten to imprison me. This is what happened to me when it came to the thoughts of wealth. In the past years I looked at wealth according to my belief structure considering my relationship with what some of you call God and how the ancient writings have caused some to be confused at times.

My confusion was not about making money but more about how much is too much and about using unorthodox, methods like one can find in TGR and MKE. My fear was out of not wanting to cause a rift potentially with my creator.

So, I put all this aside for a few years and in that time, I remained open to ideas no matter where they came from. It was funny because it would have appeared to have come out of no where. That out of the blue I had an idea that re-sparked this whole discussion that I had in my inner dialogue.

You see this in the movies like in The Man of Steel when he visited his ancestors ship that came to earth long ago. When he turned the ship on it sent a signal that others of his kind intercepted. This is exactly what happened to me, because I did not decide one way or the other and kept myself from solidifying it either way it kept it alive. In other words, not letting anything grow over it.

I guess what I am talking about here is that old saying if we say when presented with a cost for something and we declare I can’t afford that, that the mind automatically shuts off from working on a way so that we can afford it.

I know that, that is an oversimplification, but it best describes what happen to me. I made no decision about it except that it was still open for discussion. Like putting it on the shelf till more information comes. That information came in the most wonderful way and when I was ready for it.

We were programmed to be a cog in a system. I needed to change that programming because I needed to be free. This is where autosuggestion and having that DMP has finally become clear to me.